yeay! SUKAK SUKAK ;D

pagy ni mls bgun coz penat ta ilang lagi, penat kmas baju je KOT hee. bgn cm mls bgn (mg MALAS ponk) ,, mandy lg mcm mandy tanak mandy bgn pun mls pe lagi mandy kn HAHA,, TAPI mandy gk la finally (paksa diri weii), then siap siap sume pkai pe yg suke nk pakai., Then *gedix jap la pegy fakulti pepagi vuter tuh ngn mate yg sepet nii semate2 nk pe gy tgk jadual kelas heH! tah jadual da kuwa tah idok tuh tatawu la. pegy jela kn kalu de adela kn nasib haha. haa smp2 je,, HAHA!walllaa, jadual da tetonggoh dekat board situ.bagus2 tawu2 je aku nk dtg tgk jadual kn kn AHAHA! pe lg salin la kan jadual tuh. salin smpan dlm fon jee, senyum je tgk jadual tuh haa, sbb kn kn, sebab emm sebab ta pack la awak jadual sy sem nii.. HAHA sukenyee, tp busan la kot tade kelas sgt lagi bulan pose ni kn lalala .. da bis salin jadual tuh balik la pe lagi nk wat kat fkulti tuh... && katil da memanggil2 gahaa.smpai mah ohh well, sy smbung tido lek NAHAHHAHA!! ;D HEE

ni jadual sy ;

isnin - t a k d e k e l a s l a n g s u n g :)

selasa - indexing & abstract (2.30-5.30) cataloguing clsfcation (5.30-8.30)

rabu - t a k d e k e l a s l a n g s u n g :)

khamis - cmputerized (9.30-12.30)

jumaat - t a k d e k e l a s l a n g s u n g :)

*END SUDAA* c|:

a l o n e l y day && a day,

mlm petama sesampai di unisel a.k.a HELL bebeh!!,,

HAHA mlm petama tuh, ta menahan vengom ang ni paein! sumpah busannye di unisel tuh wei smpai2 tuh, mcm.. hm tutt (carut2) HAHA!! :) yela byk student ta msuk lg, aku je gdix balik jmaat mlm tuh. padahal niat laen kot balik awal,hee. && PLUS PLUS da last sem da kan kan, subj fer sure TA byk , BUSAN aku pun mule ngilai2 la kan, waa.smbil2 tu pk gk la tah rumet aku sape? org mane?aku ponk aku tatwu time tuh, mintak jauh la BATMAN wei,HEE bkn pe susa nk bgerak sane sini nt, kang tros sopank aku kat situ mcm nk monopos bHAHA!!fuhh! mcm nk pe je, tp rokok jd peneman eceh! ;p
masuk2 je,,cam biase la kan kelas kompem lambat setart jadual tah da kuwa OR ta aku punk tatawu la.lantak la sume tuh! nga uruf M pon time nii HAHA 1st week katekan, da sonok duk mah,, HEHE.

going back unisel

HAHA wah,lek unisel mlm ni, setelah sekian lame HOLIDAY yg pnjang kn,lalala
tp tbe ase mls lak nk lek unisel haa, ritu bkn men excted nk balek wei sbb en sbb en en, boring SIAK duk umah hehe ;) tadela duk mah je marayap gk la kn, mane lekat dok mah je aku ni, hee ade je program bkn2. HAHA. tp tulah, balek unisel jugak la jwbnye nk tanak ponk, isnin stat kelas da.HAHA. balek paein balek ostel ngadap BUKU semule yee BHAHA!

yea! da last sem da haa, huhu sem ni 3sub jee tggl. leh la yibaa2 sikit ehekk :p ! (sape phm yibaa2 hehe bgusla hehe) . dala bulan pose kat unsel nt, wah. menahan klparan la yee nt disitu. cmfem best at unsel nt (pale otak jaat da nii) hehe ,, em mane ayah nii ta lek2 g. brg da kmas kot sume hmm.heh. lmbat la update blog nt. da kat unsel comfem asgmnt beratur dgn pnjgnyee HAHA! unline myspace ponk jarang jugek la kn, HAHA. if de mase unline la if kebizian,hehe maaf kalian:D caw sin chee :)
pape al text ye awak awak yee? daa

nice to know you ; )

she colour of my life :)

awak awak, awak tahu ta saye suka awak,, lame da sy usha awak tp time tuh awk de org yg punyenye. so sy just usha awk dr jauh jela sy tgk page awk pix awk dr mspce membe sy kot?ta ingat la sbnryee hehe (gedix je en usha)
BHAHAH!mengongnyee paein, yela da de org pnyee KOT takan nk porak peranda kan lak?haa haa?tol TA? eceh, HAHA ;D
sy bukan jenis cmtu nk hncurkan relation org, wt tatawu jela kan,,
so da lame2 tuh awak de add saye kot if TA silap sy laa, agak suprise la awak add sy,eceh HAHA
TAPI sy pun gedix, APPROVE kan sajee la ehee
(pdhal mg tkejut kot time tgk awak yg add sy) gagahaha!:D
tp tp time tu wat bodo je kot, diamm2 sudeyh lalaala HAHA,
lame lame die tuh tuh kn kn,knlkn sy ngn awak, HAHA. what a small world la syg HAHA.
tatahu lak die tuh ur KAKEJI haa, aish.
tu jela mls nk pnjg citer,
yg laen laennye hal tuh biar aku jela yg tahu c|:
then kite start knl from myspace la kn awak, start ngn kumen2 sume
then mintak ym ID coz awk nk off mspce, coz ngantuk
kite ym s e k e j a p coz awk mg nk tido da time tuh
(syg awk buruk mate la) :p hee
& *and* &
last da nk uff ym baru gedix mintak no fon HEHE
(takot nk mintak num sbrnyee al-mklum la baru nk knl2)
(ase kelaka time mintak no fon tuh HAHA) ;p
lastly bejaya gak dapatkan no fon awak yeayh2!
ilyou awak! thanks come into mylife! ;)
awak kelaka dlm diamm TAHU?, bHAHA!
awak salu je kene ngn sy kn kn awak?,
dulik pe ngn awak?HAHA
sy mmg suka kacu awk PONK !
w e r k ! :p
(i stil keep waiting fer u answer syggs)
ilyou imyou & ineedyou :D

FATWA talk about PENGKID

(This is a translation of the interview FATWA , which was conducted in Bahasa Malaysia)

Q: What is the actual definition of “pengkid”?
A: Pengkid refers to a married woman or maiden whose appearance or image is like that of a man. Although this also includes the dressing of the person and not just the way she behaves, the way of dressing is just one aspect of what makes a pengkid.

A woman may be dressed as a woman, but her behaviour may be like a man, or it might be a combination of this. She might also have a sexual desire for women.


Q: Is it close to, or is it actually lesbianism? A: We can’t say that all people who are pengkid are lesbians. That wouldn’t be right. That’s why I say it is “hampir”.

Hampir means she doesn’t do that act, but she is heading that way. For instance, Islam forbids people from coming close to zina. That means, not only is the act forbidden, but any act that may lead to the actual act is also forbidden.

I believe there is no religion that allows lesbianism or homosexuality. But anything that can drive or lead towards it should also be stopped. So, this is the culture that we are trying to stop.

Actually, we are trying to save these women (from be coming lesbians).


Q: When you translate this fatwa into English, the word “tomboy” is used instead of “pengkid”. “Tomboy” in English doesn’t have a sexual connotation. So, what do you mean by “dressing like a man”?
A: This is what we mean by “fitrah”.

A safe way is to teach children, whether male or female, from an early age to follow their respective fitrah.

If we allow this budaya practice (of pengkid) to continue to develop, it will become an tradition, and then a norm. When it becomes a norm, then people will think no longer think of it as a wrong. This is something we do not want to happen.

That’s why we want to go back to the fitrah. If you follow your fitrah, the chances of you being safe is higher, compared with if we were to completely give freedom until you could not differentiate between feminine characteristics and male characteristics.



Q: Is there any proof that if a woman dresses as a man, she will become a lesbian? What is the link between clothes and lesbianism?
A: Perhaps this is something that is different between the Islamic perspective and non-Islamic perspective.

Our approach is based on a rule of the maxim in Islamic jurisprudence – that we prevent the opportunity for some thing bad to happen. We believe this is a good approach in preventing something bad which is forseeable, based on research and other issues.

This principle is used when determining a fatwa.

Back to the issue of clothes. We have said from the beginning that dressing is not the sole factor (in lesbianism). It is more about behaviour. Don’t forget, a pengkid might be very feminine, but she is a pengkid because of her behaviour and sexual desires.



Q: So, a pengkid has a sexual connotation?
A: Yes. This is what we are worried about. What is meant by pengkid is a person who is inclined to be attracted to someone of the same sex.

It starts with the clothes and the behaviour.

What we are most worried about is that this person might go to the extreme level. That is why we feel it is safer for each person to strive to follow or abide by his or her fitrah.

A woman would be more damai (at peace) if she had a man as a companion.


Q: We can’t.
A: Alright. But what if the woman who behaves like a man attracts the attention of other women. Doesn’t that also present a threat of harassment?


Q: If that’s the rationale, then I’m better off dressed as a man. For, if I were to dress as a man, I would be harassed by fewer women than I would be by men, were I to be dressed as a woman.
A: (laughs) Actually, the danger to you would then be that you would be harassed by men, and there would be a new harasser (women).

But a pengkid is not just about dressing. Dressing is just one of the factors. A woman might have a husband, wears a baju kurung and tudung. But if her behaviour and desire is towards other women, this is where the woman starts to neglect her husband or even leaves him for her woman companion.


Q: And if the woman leaves her husband for another man?
A: That is another issue.

What we are discussing right now is the destruction of the family institution, which would affect the children.

And, it might even come to a point sometime in the future, where it could affect the grandchildren. Because these days, as Joan Collins says, even grandmothers are well turned out.


Q: Surely grandmothers are allowed to dress up.
A: Yes, but think of the effects on the grandchildren (if the grandmother is a lesbian). This threat is not impossible. It might happen to young grandmothers, who might have an interest in other women.

So, don’t think that pengkids are just a danger to maidens. It is also a threat to (married) women. Whether she is a maiden, a married woman, or even a grandmother, she can be exposed to this problem.

Dressing is just one factor.


Q: What is in our hearts is not visible, whereas clothes is something people can see, and that is the thing upon which people can take action. What we are afraid of is the harassment and victimisation of women, whom you say you are trying to save. Your fatwa can have negative repercussions.
A: What would happen if we didn’t give any advice or reminders to save our people? If we allow this problem to continue and expand, our eastern culture will be no different from the western culture. Where would our religious values go?

We consider the fatwa as an advice to parents. Parents love their children. So, this opinion (fatwa) is to save the next generation. At the same time, we have to remember that a fatwa also saves culture.


Q: I want to look at the application. What is are the characteristics or traits or elements that are considered feminine? What is the dresscode for women?
A: The dresscode for Muslim women is based on ensuring her safety, honour and femininity. So, the issue of the shape of dress, colour and so on is not an important issue.

In Islam, the important keyword is aurat (parts of the body which must be covered). In the context of a woman, she must not only be fully covered (except for the face and hands), but her clothes must not show the shape of her body.

For instance, people always say Muslim women cannot wear jeans. But who says they can’t? In reality, Muslim women can wear jeans in public, but it has to be complemented by other things so that the shape of her body will not be revealed.

But when she goes into her own house with her family members, the jeans doesn’t become a problem.


Q: The problem with the possible interpretations of this fatwa is that it may go back to the days when women were oppressed. It might even, to an extreme degree, lead people to say that women should not be engineers.
A: Does Islam forbid women from being engineers?


Q: No, it doesn’t. But what is the practice?
A: A practice may be a tradition, not religious teaching. We are talking about religious teaching.

We are in Malaysia, not Bangladesh where they mix-up their cultural practices with their religious practices.

Over here, we are talking about what is taught by religion.


Q: That is because you are a thinking person. You cannot assume that everyone in society is going to think like that.
A: That’s why we issued the fatwa with an explanation, so that people would understand that this is a religious requirement. It is not a restriction that has nothing to do with religion.

Also, don’t forget that religion is actually very flexible. A lot of traditional practices can be accepted into religious practice. The principle of Islamic jurisprudence is that an adat tradition) can be accepted as hukum (decision). But that depends on what kind of adat. Certainly, not an adat that oppresses women, for that is not in keeping with the demands of religion. It is Islam that freed women.


Q: Why didn’t you come out with a fatwa reminding everyone that homosexuality – male or female – is wrong, and homosexuals should be advised about this. Why did you focus only on lesbians?
A: Everyone understands homosexuality and lesbianism. In the context of religion, this is a deviant practice.

But we are focusing on pengkids right now because it is a new trend that some people in society feel is not wrong. They see it as only a trend. If you only look at clothes, it might be seen as only a fashion trend.

This is what worries us.

As far as leabianism, homosexuality and zina (illicit sex) are concerned, there’s no need for a fatwa, because the rules are already clear on this. I think everyone already understands this. And all the provisions exist in law.

A fatwa focuses on new things where society is uncertain of its rightness or wrongness.

As a result of Jakim’s study, we concluded that this is a trend that our society seems unclear on, and even Muslims think it’s a normal thing. And this is something we are concerned about, because it can influence our children.

tired on this symptom la

alaa asyik demam demam demam!HAHA tolon la sy da penat wei nk mkn ubat yg sgt MANIS rasenye tuh. da loyer je mkn ubat da. tanak tgk ubat lgsung ! adoi,nk biarkan je leh ta demam sakitsakit sume nii?biar die baik sdrii kn lebih CUN! tapaya nk mkn ubat sume sume tuh HAHHA vengom ko nii paein? HAHA lantak la nk biarkan gk dmm ni, balek reg je kene dmm lg teruk, nk lek unisel jekompem eden dmm heh.entah pape ntah. myb sbb nk jauh dr fmily t kot HAHA dan2 la dmm kn! dala dftar kmarin ne cek de H1N1 la bagai leceh betol!, tbe2 balik demam wei.eceh salahkan unisel lg nii lalala, gahahah! pdhal mg dmam da pun b4 pegi reg, nk tanak laratkn gk la diri ni pegy reg even cm KIMAK je reg rituu..HAHA just lg truk la dmm ni pas lek umah ni, PLUS PLUS ubat tanak mkn hehehe, HAA congrats la paein.. lalalla

r e g DAY on 12august2009

HAHA what a funcking day on dat day la, ;) huh.sumpah nk maki je org HEP kat DU(dewan utama) tuh tp mcm mls nk wt KECOS .ok la mule pegi reg cam biase sume2 amek num cm biase pastu da setel reg, setel ostel lak, pegi la bratur cek name dlm system, tbe akak tuh dgn cnfidentnye ckp "adek,name adek tade dlm sistem nii" HAHHA! patot da byr kire da booking la itu ostel!adoi, panas wei time tuh even aircond ade. dala dtg jaoh tmbah penat tibe ta dpt ostel?TAPI da byr?heh, gyler pe?how come dorg arrange bnd nii!every sem new RULE.huh.dala last sem lak.macam CIBAI je. lately tade lak cmnii, boleh je pilih rumet sape sume bagai, tapena pun cmnii. tibe sem ni g e d i k tuka rule nape kak napee!!!? HAHA

TERkesian sbnrnyee yg ta dpt ostel ni, nk di anta jauh2 lak tuh kalu trnsport ade GUA tade hal beb,eceh,ON je haa!BHAHA! ni dala tah mane tmpat tah nk anta student yg ta dpt ostel.VUDUS tahu? entah tmpat tuh da siap ke tah la,mg la agk hangen kn,mogok la time reg uh,,smp parent cmpur tgn! 1st reg hostel da penuh? gyler pe baru 1st day nii. abis yg reg sok lusa lak cmne?HAHA time ni da pk nk wat KEJE JAHAT SIKIT. mklum la saya ni BAHAT sdikit tuk org org cmnii lalala~ tp mg wt pun tepakse wei, AHAA aku komplot ngn membe aku curik sticker tuk masuk hostel HAHA! haa da amek sorg satu, pastu leh bantai pas pas kat org blkang itu sticker HAHA! maaf kak sy curik sticker hostel JE! HAHA (tujuan curik : senang nk mencapap msuk ostel) sape soh akak ta bg kitorg ni yg dtg dgn CUN CUN & KASAK KASAK ni hostel? kitorg ni nk ostel TAHU? padan muke akak ! sia sia je, kalu akak lepaskn je bg kitorg ostel diam diamm kn tadela saya jahat ngn akak kn kn agagaga, lalala

(TAK pepasal ne dajal ngn aku kn kn akak) :)

Pasal yg TA DAPAT ostel satu hal, plus yg DAPAT ostel lak satu hal lagi, sume di campaknye kat tingkat atas (temasuk aku skali), padahal tgkat bwh 2 mak aii sgt kosong okay people! eyh tuk sape ko simpan umah yg tngkat 4 ke bwh tuh?patot susun dr bwh ni ke atas! bkn dr atas ke bwh? WEI 1st come 1st SERVE la kn vaviian tol namenye tuh! takan tuh ponk nak ajar kot kakak oii huh.BODO mangement dorg nii, HAHA well aku tepakse dajal lg org HEP nii, heheh ;) . aku pegi dpan kaunter ngn tak malu nyee aku ckp "akak,sy nk tuka ostel sy de ASTMA taleh dok atas kang semput" (balakon je nii nk hidup bhaii) BHAHAH! akak tuh lak, leh pcaye bujur bujur wei,HAHA walla!akak, ilyou la akak!!!muahx!HEE, padahal dlm ati aku mgate2 je haa "oh,akak sgt LURUI yee kaka nii".. Sgt sonok kot , die teros bg kunci laen, bg aku umah yg tade tngkat lgsung (GF laa) HAHA! yeah yeah akak ne 'm a i n' ngn saya lagi agagagaga ! SUKA SUKA ;D HAHA


p/s : maaf akak tpakse dajal akak(padan muke), nt raye sy dtg umah mintak maaf ye akak yee?BHAHA!